Lessons in Life and Love

Today is just one of those days where everything piles on top of you but you just can't seem to juggle it all..... I totally dropped the ball trying to handle all the things going on in my  personal and professional life. I guess I just need a place to vent and what a better place then to the people who care the most. Well I have so much on my plate doing this website, shooting these movies and traveling is really taking a toll on my personal life. Speaking of personal life..... My ex just moved back from Rhode Island so that we could be together but I think I gave up the best guy I ever had to be with the guy that I LOVE. My heart is torn and in the process making so many people hurt just as much as I am. I know it wasn't the smartest or best decision for either party but it seem that to make one small step forward you have to take two steps back.... I guess I am stuck between a rock and a hard place but  there is no one to blame but myself. I guess just pray for me in this time of need as I am definitely learning lessons in life and love.

xoxoxox
Honey FoXXX