Thursday, September 13, 2012

Down with Dallas

I was sooooo excited for this trip to Dallas. I have been looking forward to it for two months. Before I left Los angeles I had a gut instinct that I should stay home and forget the silly infatuation. But being naive as I am I ignored it and was on my way to Dallas. The first night I got into Dallas I was already regretting coming out here. My sister flaked on me and the one person I was excited to see was blowing me off.  I sucked it up and got my ass to work... Trick after trick were calling me but saying my rate was too expensive! WTF?!?!? So as I am cruising through the ads in Dallas I see all the bum bitches doing $60 dates..... Frustrated and annoyed I stuck with my regular rate because I know I will have a better clientele with my regular rate. Work came slowly but it was worth it. The next day I had a slow work day and needed to get out of my hotel room so I hit up a local guy and we went out to the bars in Cedar springs. We ended up at S4 where we watched the drag show which was pretty awful with a few exceptions. After the bar I came back and hung out and ended up passing out still super disappointed. The next day I was ready to head home when things took a change for the better. Work picked up and I got the text message I had been long awaiting. The day couldn't go by fast enough. I went out that night to JR's in Cedar springs and watched another drag review. After the show I went back to my hotel room restless and anxious. Finally he was here! The long awaited affection had me giddy. Even then something felt off! Crazy I had traveled so far for THIS!?! I enjoyed our time together but none the less was left feeling less than satisfied. Like I said sex is great but I can get good sex at home.... So I was left with yet another false hope. Again I waited patiently and NOTHING....  So Silly and Naive I was to think that he would be any different then other guys. So I came to the conclusion to let it go. Let go of any thought of finding someone who is deserving of my time and affection. It was my last disappointment. The last time I give someone the benefit of the doubt. If it's not about getting paid or a booty call of my choosing then I am not going to be bothered. The matters of the heart are too delicate to be toyed with and my heart is too sensitive.  However I did channel my frustration into getting my site up and going Check it out!

Honey FoXXX

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Giving Thanks

Well here is my long over due update! To be honest I had lost my inspiration to keep up with this blog as I thought no one would care to hear what I had to say..... You guys definitely proved me wrong. I would like to give a special shout out to those who wrote to me giving me my inspiration. The love and support is truly appreciated!

So whats new  you ask?!?! Well I have been working working working! I have done some traveling here and there! My most recent trip was to Texas and the east coast. I went to Texas for my sisters wedding and man what an experience! A positive experience though as I got to spend time with family and friends as well as making some new friends.

After Texas I spent a few days in New York and Boston working and had a great time..... When I got back home it was back to my 9-5 for me. So I got settled in and have done a few porn shoots here and there.

As far as my love life..... well since my last update, (here comes the Juicy Gossip)  I was dating for a while and had the occasional booty call which always blows my mind.... But I started to feel empty. Sex is great
(don't get me wrong) but I needed to feel loved. So I have put it out for the universe to know that I am ready for love. Not necessarily looking but definitely open to it! I am still dating here and there and even met someone ( in Dallas) who I think I might be infatuated with. But until I find "The One" I'm sure there will be a few more lucky guys to get the chance to share my company.

some of my new work has come out! you can find my new scenes on TSPussyHunters, BlackTgirls where I am model of the week, shemale idol for a scene I did with Ts Jane Marie.

The pics attached below are all from whats happened since my last update! Well loves I hope you enjoy this and know that there will be more updates to come.
 Thanks for the Love and Support
Your always
Honey FoXXX