Tuesday, March 27, 2012

March Madness!

Hey Dolls!

So January was a rocky month for me. I had a great time in San Francisco but it got to a point where it was time for me to move back home to LA. I moved back to LA in the middle/ End of January to my "Moms". This would turn out to be a horrible mistake as you will read. The month of February was awesome I was single for valentines day for the first time in 3 yrs. It was a great experience as I spent it with an awesome date in San Francisco. When I came back from SF, It was time to get ready for the 2012 Tranny Awards. The awards show was interesting as it was my first time attending. I took my "mom" which turned out to be another mistake as she was the worst, and selfish person I could have taken. I tried to make the best of it and smile for the pictures and left soon after the awards ceremony was over.

Now this month has proven to be WONDERFUL! I have met some great guys as I have been dating again. I have also been surrounding myself with true friends that are supportive drama free and genuinely Beautiful people! It took a lot of soul searching to understand what kind of people that I would allow in my life. I figured out that my "mom" was not that person..... I had been spending a lot of time with this woman and started to realize that she was my number 1 hater. She was selfish and made everything about her. She was never supportive of me and was super jaded that I had a life that didn't revolve around her. After a while I started to see that she is just insecure with herself. I came to the realization that it wasn't a reflection of how I am as a person as I had been taking a lot of things personal. Once I had that epiphany change started to look really good.

Now I have found my happy place and also an awesome apartment all to myself. I have surrounded myself with beautiful people an am enjoying my life.... I have learned so much in these few short months and am really growing into the woman that I have always aspired to be! I just want to say thank you to all my TRUE friends and family that have been by my side 100% you all are my rock!


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