Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Keeping up with the FoXXX

Hey Dolls!
Thank you for being so patient with me. I know that I have not been giving you the attention that I should but I have been going through a rough time. Well  to pick up where I left off.... All the drama over the two boys came to a halt when my ex, who I left my Bruno Baby  continued to show his ass and  break my heart. We gave up on loving each other after many tears and long conversations and decided that it would be best to be friends. He moved back to Rhode Island and I haven't heard from him since. I was lucky to have Bruno take me back after putting him through 6 weeks of hell where I kept him a secret from my ex and cheated on him multiple times..... eeeek I know WTF was I thinking? Well I wasn't. I was being selfish and we both paid the price. Being the amazing guy that Bruno is, he took me back and we were happy and on the right track......

  In early / mid October I found out that my grandmother had fallen and broke her back... I immediately took off work and went to be by her side. I love this woman more then words could describe... She was like a mother to me . She raised my sisters and I. she was also the glue holding the rest of my dysfunctional biological family together. But it was more then that. My grandmother was really one of the few people who really understood me. We look a like, we had the same curly hair, same stubborn attitude, same smile and was the inspiration of Honey. She was my HEART. Soooo I was with her everyday in the hospital where she was refusing to eat or drink.... she told me she was tired and that's what she meant. I stayed by her side everyday until she went into a coma... A few days later my grandmother passed away. I felt as if my heart dropped to my stomach. My whole world was caving in. I pulled myself together as I needed to be strong and celebrate the amazing life that she lived. The day after she passed I went and got her name tattooed on my wrist with her birth date and her passing day. She is a constant reminder of the person I wish to be and she will forever be in my heart.

As I was coping with that, Halloween was soon approaching so my girlfriends saw that as an opportunity to cheer me up. So I went with my sister Bionka and got my costume. I attended the Divas party and then paraded around in the Castro with my girlfriends Marcelle and Bree. We had an awesome night and looked AMAZING. Did I mention I got to go VIP with a SF 49 player...... Yeaaaa Buddy that is until I told him I was a tranny.... Whaaaa whaaa waaaaaa!


 So after halloween I was still in a mad depression but was slowly coming around. I decided it would be a good idea to take a vacation. Bruno Baby and I took a trip to Monterey. Amazing trip which included amazing steak dinners, private beach picnics, and going to see Eric Blake perform live. Things weren't so great when we got back home though but I will talk about that later. But it was also Thanksgiving which meant it was time to bring Bruno baby around to the family. So My parents made and AMAZING Thanksgiving dinner which I was super impressed. They kept it intimate, there were only my dads, two brothers, and Bruno and I. We had a great time! However things with Bruno and I were going south.

  Perfect timing because my Role dog, ACE Boon Coon, the Thelma to  my Luis, My BFF Dominique came back to San Francisco. YAAAAAAY! I was so happy. I finally had my partner in crime back. Dominique and I have been friends for years now.... Through thick and thin we have stuck by each others side. Everything was finally looking up until one night everything went BOOOOOOOM

  (Dazed and confused) Me: "What did you just say?" Bruno: "Honey you know I'm no good for you. I feel me bad that I don't treat you good. You deserve someone who you are not a secret to." Me: (teary eyed Dazed and confused) "Are you breaking up with me?".......... So there it is. I got dumped! So I said fuck it! I hung out in SF for a few days after the break up, then said I wanna have some fun so I took a trip to LA.

LA is always fun for me. It's Home! It's also where I always get myself into trouble. So I ended up driving down with my Friend Andy and BFF Dominique. We had a smooth ride and everything was good! While in LA I got to see my little brother Mikey and catch up with my god Mama Ms Mocha. I also Had the opportunity to shoot with my FAV Buddy Wood for Shemale Porn Star with Rico Steele. I had a great time in LA!

Now I have been back in SF for about a week and just enjoying the single life. I have been hanging out with friends. I did a photo shoot today with photographer Curly Spencer. I have really just been making the most of my time here until Christmas..... Well that's all for me Dolls! I know I have been slacking but I am BACK and will keep you posted more regularly.

Sending Lots of LOVE out to all my fans, Fam Bam, friends, and haters.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Lessons in Life and Love

Today is just one of those days where everything piles on top of you but you just can't seem to juggle it all..... I totally dropped the ball trying to handle all the things going on in my  personal and professional life. I guess I just need a place to vent and what a better place then to the people who care the most. Well I have so much on my plate doing this website, shooting these movies and traveling is really taking a toll on my personal life. Speaking of personal life..... My ex just moved back from Rhode Island so that we could be together but I think I gave up the best guy I ever had to be with the guy that I LOVE. My heart is torn and in the process making so many people hurt just as much as I am. I know it wasn't the smartest or best decision for either party but it seem that to make one small step forward you have to take two steps back.... I guess I am stuck between a rock and a hard place but  there is no one to blame but myself. I guess just pray for me in this time of need as I am definitely learning lessons in life and love.

Honey FoXXX

Friday, August 12, 2011

Catching Up

The last few months have been so hectic and exciting. I am glad to finally have some time to sit and meditate on all the recent events. I have been caught up with traveling and touring which has been an amazing adventure. I recently visited Boston, which was a beautiful trip. I had the pleasure of spending time with a very fun playmate Jo AKA Strap On Jo  and meeting a few new friends while there.  I got to explore Cambridge, and went into downtown Boston to see Horrible Bosses. FUNNY FUNNY movie, it is a must see. I also stayed in Saugus where I got to do some great shopping at Square 1 mall. After visiting Boston I spent time I LA casting a music video shoot and catching up with and friends.  Now I am spending the rest of this month in San Francisco at home relaxing and preparing for the coming months.  A new project that I am working on is teenage cyber bullying. I will be starting a site dedicated preventing cyber bullying as it a growing trend. I'm very excited and motivated, pushing myself to be the difference that I want to see in this world. Well I will definitely keep you posted and I will also be posting my coming tour dates and locations. For daily updates check out my twitter


Sunday, May 1, 2011

T- Minus 17 Days

Hey eveyone!!!!! Today is May 1st, and I am starting the countdown until my Bday! 17 days to go and I am sooooo EXCITED! Here are some pictures of events form this previous month which I spent most of my time with my BFF and Favorite sidekick Ts Elle aka Marcelle. We were all over San Francisco from Mist Ultra lounge, to our Easter Sunday Celebration, to the How Weird Faire! Hope you Enjoy and will keep you posted with birthday details. Stay Tuned !!!! Love Honey FoXXX


Our Easter Special!


Our Adventure Of Honey FoXXX How Weird Street Faire Episode!


Monday, April 18, 2011

My Late Night Rant With TS Elle

Just a little LOVE advice to my girl while we are being a HoTTT Catyy Mess But thats why you LOVE ME!


Saturday, March 26, 2011

Catching Up!

The last few days that I have spent in La have been awesome! I attended the Blue Moon nightclub in North Hollywood with my sister Ms Mocha and had a ball! Here are some pictures in case you missed out n the fun.

While in LA I also had the opportunity to shoot for SMC (Shemale Club) and had an amazing shoot with Nick. The shoot turned out amazing and here are a few teaser pics for you to enjoy.

However the reason that I had originally come to LA was because out beloved friend and a sister to me Ja Mocha Moet Samone was terminally ill and wouldn't make it through the week. We stayed there through her transition to the next life and on March 22nd 2011, our heavenly father took her home! May she rest in peace as she will truly be missed!

Before coming to Los Angeles I had been at home relaxing and taking a break from working so much. I had a couple projects that need to be finished up so I was tending to that. However just a few weeks before I was back in LA where I was also at the Blue Moon With my sister Ms Mocha and Alexis as well as some well known faces such as Sheeba Star, Yasmine Lee, Mandy Mitchelle, Jenna Rachels and we had a great time! We dance the night away and let the paparazzi do the rest!