Giving Thanks

Well here is my long over due update! To be honest I had lost my inspiration to keep up with this blog as I thought no one would care to hear what I had to say..... You guys definitely proved me wrong. I would like to give a special shout out to those who wrote to me giving me my inspiration. The love and support is truly appreciated!

So whats new  you ask?!?! Well I have been working working working! I have done some traveling here and there! My most recent trip was to Texas and the east coast. I went to Texas for my sisters wedding and man what an experience! A positive experience though as I got to spend time with family and friends as well as making some new friends.

After Texas I spent a few days in New York and Boston working and had a great time..... When I got back home it was back to my 9-5 for me. So I got settled in and have done a few porn shoots here and there.

As far as my love life..... well since my last update, (here comes the Juicy Gossip)  I was dating for a while and had the occasional booty call which always blows my mind.... But I started to feel empty. Sex is great
(don't get me wrong) but I needed to feel loved. So I have put it out for the universe to know that I am ready for love. Not necessarily looking but definitely open to it! I am still dating here and there and even met someone ( in Dallas) who I think I might be infatuated with. But until I find "The One" I'm sure there will be a few more lucky guys to get the chance to share my company.

some of my new work has come out! you can find my new scenes on TSPussyHunters, BlackTgirls where I am model of the week, shemale idol for a scene I did with Ts Jane Marie.

The pics attached below are all from whats happened since my last update! Well loves I hope you enjoy this and know that there will be more updates to come.
 Thanks for the Love and Support
Your always
Honey FoXXX

March Madness!

Hey Dolls!

So January was a rocky month for me. I had a great time in San Francisco but it got to a point where it was time for me to move back home to LA. I moved back to LA in the middle/ End of January to my "Moms". This would turn out to be a horrible mistake as you will read. The month of February was awesome I was single for valentines day for the first time in 3 yrs. It was a great experience as I spent it with an awesome date in San Francisco. When I came back from SF, It was time to get ready for the 2012 Tranny Awards. The awards show was interesting as it was my first time attending. I took my "mom" which turned out to be another mistake as she was the worst, and selfish person I could have taken. I tried to make the best of it and smile for the pictures and left soon after the awards ceremony was over.

Now this month has proven to be WONDERFUL! I have met some great guys as I have been dating again. I have also been surrounding myself with true friends that are supportive drama free and genuinely Beautiful people! It took a lot of soul searching to understand what kind of people that I would allow in my life. I figured out that my "mom" was not that person..... I had been spending a lot of time with this woman and started to realize that she was my number 1 hater. She was selfish and made everything about her. She was never supportive of me and was super jaded that I had a life that didn't revolve around her. After a while I started to see that she is just insecure with herself. I came to the realization that it wasn't a reflection of how I am as a person as I had been taking a lot of things personal. Once I had that epiphany change started to look really good.

Now I have found my happy place and also an awesome apartment all to myself. I have surrounded myself with beautiful people an am enjoying my life.... I have learned so much in these few short months and am really growing into the woman that I have always aspired to be! I just want to say thank you to all my TRUE friends and family that have been by my side 100% you all are my rock!

HONEY FOXXX OUT! =D

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Keeping up with the FoXXX

Hey Dolls!
Thank you for being so patient with me. I know that I have not been giving you the attention that I should but I have been going through a rough time. Well  to pick up where I left off.... All the drama over the two boys came to a halt when my ex, who I left my Bruno Baby  continued to show his ass and  break my heart. We gave up on loving each other after many tears and long conversations and decided that it would be best to be friends. He moved back to Rhode Island and I haven't heard from him since. I was lucky to have Bruno take me back after putting him through 6 weeks of hell where I kept him a secret from my ex and cheated on him multiple times..... eeeek I know WTF was I thinking? Well I wasn't. I was being selfish and we both paid the price. Being the amazing guy that Bruno is, he took me back and we were happy and on the right track......

  In early / mid October I found out that my grandmother had fallen and broke her back... I immediately took off work and went to be by her side. I love this woman more then words could describe... She was like a mother to me . She raised my sisters and I. she was also the glue holding the rest of my dysfunctional biological family together. But it was more then that. My grandmother was really one of the few people who really understood me. We look a like, we had the same curly hair, same stubborn attitude, same smile and was the inspiration of Honey. She was my HEART. Soooo I was with her everyday in the hospital where she was refusing to eat or drink.... she told me she was tired and that's what she meant. I stayed by her side everyday until she went into a coma... A few days later my grandmother passed away. I felt as if my heart dropped to my stomach. My whole world was caving in. I pulled myself together as I needed to be strong and celebrate the amazing life that she lived. The day after she passed I went and got her name tattooed on my wrist with her birth date and her passing day. She is a constant reminder of the person I wish to be and she will forever be in my heart.

As I was coping with that, Halloween was soon approaching so my girlfriends saw that as an opportunity to cheer me up. So I went with my sister Bionka and got my costume. I attended the Divas party and then paraded around in the Castro with my girlfriends Marcelle and Bree. We had an awesome night and looked AMAZING. Did I mention I got to go VIP with a SF 49 player...... Yeaaaa Buddy that is until I told him I was a tranny.... Whaaaa whaaa waaaaaa!



















 


 So after halloween I was still in a mad depression but was slowly coming around. I decided it would be a good idea to take a vacation. Bruno Baby and I took a trip to Monterey. Amazing trip which included amazing steak dinners, private beach picnics, and going to see Eric Blake perform live. Things weren't so great when we got back home though but I will talk about that later. But it was also Thanksgiving which meant it was time to bring Bruno baby around to the family. So My parents made and AMAZING Thanksgiving dinner which I was super impressed. They kept it intimate, there were only my dads, two brothers, and Bruno and I. We had a great time! However things with Bruno and I were going south.

  Perfect timing because my Role dog, ACE Boon Coon, the Thelma to  my Luis, My BFF Dominique came back to San Francisco. YAAAAAAY! I was so happy. I finally had my partner in crime back. Dominique and I have been friends for years now.... Through thick and thin we have stuck by each others side. Everything was finally looking up until one night everything went BOOOOOOOM

  (Dazed and confused) Me: "What did you just say?" Bruno: "Honey you know I'm no good for you. I feel me bad that I don't treat you good. You deserve someone who you are not a secret to." Me: (teary eyed Dazed and confused) "Are you breaking up with me?".......... So there it is. I got dumped! So I said fuck it! I hung out in SF for a few days after the break up, then said I wanna have some fun so I took a trip to LA.

LA is always fun for me. It's Home! It's also where I always get myself into trouble. So I ended up driving down with my Friend Andy and BFF Dominique. We had a smooth ride and everything was good! While in LA I got to see my little brother Mikey and catch up with my god Mama Ms Mocha. I also Had the opportunity to shoot with my FAV Buddy Wood for Shemale Porn Star with Rico Steele. I had a great time in LA!

Now I have been back in SF for about a week and just enjoying the single life. I have been hanging out with friends. I did a photo shoot today with photographer Curly Spencer. I have really just been making the most of my time here until Christmas..... Well that's all for me Dolls! I know I have been slacking but I am BACK and will keep you posted more regularly.

Sending Lots of LOVE out to all my fans, Fam Bam, friends, and haters.
xoxoxo
Honey

Lessons in Life and Love

Today is just one of those days where everything piles on top of you but you just can't seem to juggle it all..... I totally dropped the ball trying to handle all the things going on in my  personal and professional life. I guess I just need a place to vent and what a better place then to the people who care the most. Well I have so much on my plate doing this website, shooting these movies and traveling is really taking a toll on my personal life. Speaking of personal life..... My ex just moved back from Rhode Island so that we could be together but I think I gave up the best guy I ever had to be with the guy that I LOVE. My heart is torn and in the process making so many people hurt just as much as I am. I know it wasn't the smartest or best decision for either party but it seem that to make one small step forward you have to take two steps back.... I guess I am stuck between a rock and a hard place but  there is no one to blame but myself. I guess just pray for me in this time of need as I am definitely learning lessons in life and love.

xoxoxox
Honey FoXXX

Catching Up

The last few months have been so hectic and exciting. I am glad to finally have some time to sit and meditate on all the recent events. I have been caught up with traveling and touring which has been an amazing adventure. I recently visited Boston, which was a beautiful trip. I had the pleasure of spending time with a very fun playmate Jo AKA Strap On Jo  and meeting a few new friends while there.  I got to explore Cambridge, and went into downtown Boston to see Horrible Bosses. FUNNY FUNNY movie, it is a must see. I also stayed in Saugus where I got to do some great shopping at Square 1 mall. After visiting Boston I spent time I LA casting a music video shoot and catching up with and friends.  Now I am spending the rest of this month in San Francisco at home relaxing and preparing for the coming months.  A new project that I am working on is teenage cyber bullying. I will be starting a site dedicated preventing cyber bullying as it a growing trend. I'm very excited and motivated, pushing myself to be the difference that I want to see in this world. Well I will definitely keep you posted and I will also be posting my coming tour dates and locations. For daily updates check out my twitter

xoxoxo
Honey

T- Minus 17 Days

Hey eveyone!!!!! Today is May 1st, and I am starting the countdown until my Bday! 17 days to go and I am sooooo EXCITED! Here are some pictures of events form this previous month which I spent most of my time with my BFF and Favorite sidekick Ts Elle aka Marcelle. We were all over San Francisco from Mist Ultra lounge, to our Easter Sunday Celebration, to the How Weird Faire! Hope you Enjoy and will keep you posted with birthday details. Stay Tuned !!!! Love Honey FoXXX

 

               

Our Easter Special!

 

Our Adventure Of Honey FoXXX How Weird Street Faire Episode!